Now that the State Funeral and everything else is over, the loneliness is starting to sink in. It feels.... empty.
I think it will take a while for me to get used to not having my uncle around. It won't be the same as before.
I grieve for the loss but I know I should not stay stagnant and grieve forever. Uncle did not promote growth and progress only to have his family be stuck in grief and sorrow. I don't want his spirit to be bothered by this.
So now, even if it's difficult, I am doing everything to stay strong for the sake of his soul being at peace.